I hope you have a relationship that’s real for once and you are sure of where you are in their life. I hope you’re not a distraction or a past time or something to be used. But a love, a sweetheart, a muse. I hope you are something to somebody and that they are just as crazy about you as you are for them.
“at times i get so angry
with myself
for allowing my feelings to fester up,
spread like twisted vines.
because i swore to myself,
i would be independent,
swore i’d keep away from temptation.
but here i am,
once again,
dabbling in the art of
feeling
just a little too much.”
